those pictures was taken on TWENTYTHREEAprilTwentyTen.
It was a day which actually i can be happy, i can spend my time with "him",telling "him" what i want to from my heart.but everything's gone 5 days ago. i know for this few days post, is like sad/emo post. then i'm really sorry.I don't really mean to. Just wanted to write how i feel. whatmore, i need more time to forget about "him".
But i can care that "him" in heart and not by showing out.
Company, i know im quiet these days. i know i've change. but give me time to change back to the talkative me.(:
viewed Joey darling's blog. it seems that she found her special someone already. and how i wish i found mine as time passes.
Posted April 25, 2010 4:49 am
Second post for today then, 22 April 2010.
just hung up phone with Jian An. but maybe meeting SamSam as Jian An help me ask next week, if i'm the only girl or whatever!~ i may not be going to eat buffet with them as i don't have $$$ already. Whatmore, Huimin and JunYong want to go sing K next week for the BL's. got to stay back for next week for project.. I'm not stress about this as i do not need to present this, but for CS RolePlay 2!!! So Stress as i need to memorise the script. damn STRESS!! FASTER GRADUATE from Office Skills;8 Months more to go!!! got to study for BPF, CS and EFC. i got nothing in my head even i concentrate in class. DAMNDAMN... Exams coming May End. Still early, but days pass fast. BE prepared, better than never.
All memories with you, is in my heart.
- When i first met you.
- when you played basketball.
- when we both were drenched by the rain.
- We ate lunch/dinner together.
- PlayingS with you.
- Going shopping together.
- ate lunch with my friends.
- MovieMovie.
- First guy whom i went out with on Valentine's day.
- Quarrels with you
My heart's empty now. trying to smile. trying my best not to mention you in my blog.
Posted April 22, 2010 4:53 am
ME!;Ehosuwen.
Start a picture with my ownself. .
Life is good and bad at times for me,
.
Having Sadness and Happiness with him.
didn't gone through much obstacles together.
even though i want, but yet i can't control what is happening right now.
Since he wants to wash his hands off me, then why not i let go of him?
he's tired of everything, then i stop to let him being tired and i let go.
it wasn't a good decision for me, but if he's happy, i don't mind bearing those hurt and sadness.
Falling in love deeply for him wasn't his fault
I'm the one that want to.
I never had want to have a bad impression on him.
I didn't play him at all, ALL ALONG.
THIS TIME, was because
-he don't know what i want neither do i know what he want.
-he don't trust me neither do i trust him
-he bear to let me go because i think alot, which after he told me, i change.
Though i don't know if he's playing ones or not. i take it serious for this 3 sentence he ask/told me.
I knew him for 325 days.
he is 355 days older than me.
be friends?
hope you don't mind being friends again.
don't tell me to get out of your life again, but it is your own choice.
Don't mean by typing this down, just to let you know.
School started on 12th April 2010.
April Intake Orientation on 12th,13th & 15th April 2010.
every day's fine.
every day's good.
everyday's smiling.
On 19th April 2010, officially Lesson Start.
was far too back for BPF and still know nothing about it.
got to BUCK UP.
Went out with adwin and zhenyun. Watched Date Night and Home.
Today, 20 April 2010, BPF,EFC,S&W,Break,OSA
Lesson ended at 3pm.
Movie with Emma,Ivy,Abi and Zhuzhu
Watched Date Night the Second time.
Slacked awhile and Home.
Still Sad, Yet needs to smile and look alright.
I know i'll be fine as time passes.
It's always the same routine for me anyway.
only this way and have been decided.
want you to choose but i can't bear to.
won't have your embrace, won't have your sweettalks,
won't have your anything anymore.
Posted April 20, 2010 8:49 am
was late meeting hana {girlf} @ bugis. shopped for my pants for 28 bucks. bought 3/4 pants lorhs.After that, went tamp to meet the rest. seoulgarden for 30 bucks, top up my card for 5 bucks and i left with no money.
In NEED of money! SAVE UP MONEY$$$$
BB may not be going home,Sad but i still miss him and he gotta be careful!!!
i give up. i don't care anymore.got to change some thing in my life.
Posted April 9, 2010 7:39 am
